I have two friend having their birthday on the same day.
One of them is my Brother
Just to wish them Happy Birthday
All the best on your upcoming journey.
Today I have been slacking, chatting and smsing.
How i wish my time could really fly.
It been days since I last step out of my house.
I going to ROT in my room le...
Nothing seem excited to me.
Just need abit of excitement only.
But none of this could happen.
Life is certainly bored...
I have just know few friend that is now like me.
I hope this friend of mine could really find their happiness.
My life NOW has ended it Fate.
No more anything...
I have lose everything, include myself.
Nothing is going to work the same way as last time now.
Really need a change of life.
Maybe should just be untidy, just like people who lose their jobs.
I really got to end here.
Hope everyone have a good life.
( Alway wish for some miracle to happen )
~ Erik ~ 3.50am
3:40 AM
Friday, June 29, 2007
On 28/06/07
Life is same as usual, everything is the same.
Life is normal, everyday is so bored.
Life have no colour.
Life always have UP and DOWN
Life for me is unlucky, maybe my luck run out.
Everything I do, It will never make it happen.
On 28 I accidentally delete some Information, because I am so unlucky.
Those memory I wrote, is all now gone.
Lucky I still manage to retrieve some Information back.
Life just is bored, hoping someone will bring me colour in my life.
Colour to make my smile back again.
Colour that change the world.
Colour that is needed.
A painting cannot without colour , cause it make it not attractive.
Just like the pedestrian crossing have red, yellow and green to show the right path.
My path has no light show yet.
But someday, my path will be enlighten again.
Hahax ..
I get my result already, and I not very happy with it.
GPA 3.211 is still quite low.
But I know i did not put in the best.
I am just slacking off.
The next term, wish I can really get GPA 4.
And the attachment should not be a problem.
I'm best at it.
Wish for a better tommorow.
Wish for colour or rainbow to come.
Wish for my luck to change.
Wish for good result.
Wish for money to drop from sky. ( That Impossible )
I will end here ...
Tomorrow still need to change my luck
~ Erik ~ 3.10am
2:39 AM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
23/06/07 Hahax ... so bored ... I just rejected a job ... And nothing to do ... So i went view people blog and find something interesting
What type of people are U ?
Your Birthday: June 1
You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet. You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily. Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail. You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.
Your strength: Your supreme genius ( Not reali, i dare not said that )
Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity ( Kinda to her )
Your power color: Gold ( O.o )
Your power symbol: Star ( May be is her )
Your power month: January ( May be is her )
Look like is quite accurate ....
I reali wan my business
And i keep thinking new and strange ideas
I grow stronger in my own way ...
Protect myself in my own way ...
And i help someone on 28 Oct to see what is it:
Birthday 28 Oct
You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.
You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.
Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego.
You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance.
Your strength: Your bold approach to life
Your weakness: You don't accept help
Your power color: Bronze
Your power symbol: Pyramid
Your power month: October
Reali seem like the person i know ...
Waiting ~~ ~ Erik ~ 3.00am
2:36 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
21/06/07
It aonther fun day going out wif Pei, Huan and another friend call xiao Bai
So actually we suppose 2 meet at 11am de.
But all of us cannot wake up so change to 12pm
But I still can't wake up, end up late.
So i treat them drink :)
And have our lunch there
Then we want to be fast cause it look like raining so we take shortcut ...
So i didn't like the idea...
Cause the mud is soft ...
And worst of all ...
The whole ground is cover with SHIT ...
OMG see that ...
Before we rent there is a group of ang mo said the word: "Posi Posi qiu shi Posi"
Mean the bike the bike very nice 2 ride ...
So we proceed to rent the roller blade
It was damn diffcuit ...
Until now i still not good at it.
So we have a break ..
At one side
So principal talk lame thing again...
She said at nite here very nice
She reply yay ...
And the tent also will move ....
Why ?
Cause the wind big then blow it, so it will move...
So the principal teach mi the word "Da Ye Zhang"
So it mean the tent will move
So we contiune our way so we spot a man play "Tai Ji"
The he play alot of style, this is famous hawk style :)
Finally we reach so tired ....
Happy at last ....
The teacher teach them the word "Jie Tuo"
Mean take out the shoe and happiness at last for my leg ...
So after that we go make ice kajang ...
With our leg and hand
But they both complain very tired
So i tell them the story of "Ah Du"
I said : I finally know how Ah Du work liao ..
Carry the sand here n there ...
No wonder he want to sing the Song: "Jian Chi Dao Di"
So they learn a new word " Jian Chi Dao Di"
Then we write word on it
Hahax ... My name :)
Cool right ?So big sia ... Build until tired ....Prophecy™= Death (No Happiness)
So of course after building it, the best part is to destroy it :)
So we went to MAC and have our dinner
Then Pei wan mayounis and curry
Then i want chilly
So pei said i want all
So the people reali give me all
Reali all ...
Then we make a mess out of it :)
So disgusting ...
After that we play pool ...
All seem so tired then we go home and now is time to sleep
~ Erik ~
1.40am
12:54 AM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Today 20/06/07
Today early morning
About 2.00am suddenly my frenx ask me 2 call someone that i hate most.
But i called ( because may be i still care for her)
In the phone called, i do not know what to talk.
After that she want to settle everything to make no regret to her only (Selfish)
She want to tell what she want and not what i want (Selfish)
What she want is far more greater than what i can do
She can't find any reason so she make up one
Nice reason
We break because of her selfishness
The only problem is her
I could tell U I could list down everything i have done to let people vote, If i reali care about U
We Settle till 4.30am ...
But in the end, i hope to lose a frenx like U.
U just dig up my injury and put salt on it again.
Do U know how i feel now.
I'm already back to normal and now see what have U done.
My heart went back to that painess i used to have wif her.
I could just said : I'm Hurt Deeply ... Very DEEP
How could U do ?
U could only said : I know I'm SORRY
That all ...
Just to hurt mi ...
Is this human nature ?
Is theis the reality ?
After that i ask U got any thing to said :
She reply : I'm very tired
So we being selfish all the time....
A Simple guy that just need a Simple Love n Care
Deeply Hurt
~ Erik ~
10:13 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Today 19/06/07
I went to the beach with my two frenx that i noe ...
They both are very bored and sad also ...
So i accompany them out ...
We meet at Causeway point but as expected they both late again :)
We are so blur, we are all "Lu Chi" then dunno take what to east coast ...
So we ask here and there ..
Abit lame sia ..
I know :)
Then we sit as Bus 966
On the journey is quite bored so I can to know there is a Rat, Pig and dunno why I'm the panda
So we have a lot of joke on our way there ...
Everything will also have the word "bamboo" , "BBQ Pork" and "Principal"
After we reach there ...
We went 2 rent a bike so we race, of course I won :)
So I have forget what someone said loser treat but in the end there is no treat :)
So we went 2 the beach and play :)
The Beach is so nice, fresh air, relax over there :)
This is the two SiaoChai Bo
One Rat Another Pig
Someone not feeling well ( Suay Number 1)
So we take a trip 2 Ang Mo Kio to eat "Soul Garden"
Yet we take the wrong side again (Suay Number 2)
Then when we reach Ang Mo Kio we need 2 to walk a long distance ( Suay Number 3)
When we reach there Soul Garden no more (Suay Number 4)
So we eat at the food court
Then when we eat then is a uncle selling bear
Then he is a mute
Then He point a hand sign that i and huan know
Then pei still blur blur
Than man trying to said my Gf there buy for Her ...
LOL...
Hahax ...
That man in the end was rejected ....
Hahax ...
So I accompany them watch star and chit chat :)
But the weather is bad no star (Suay Number 5)
Then no place 2 sit end up sit at the soccer court (Suay Number 6)
Then so noisy and the man there all look like gay (Suay Number 7)
Today so Suay ...
Wish tomorrow is a better day ...
~ Erik ~
12.30am
11:50 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
On 16/06/07
It been along long tym since i see her
Someone then i luvre most...
I miss when we are together
I miss everything we do together
I miss the way she look at me
I jus miss her
Although we chat at msn but i did not gif her a good respond
I miss her everyday, every single hour.
I would spy her friendster and blog for lastet update.
People said may be i still care for her
Perharp ...
But could we be together again
I guess not ...
And I hate her also.
The way how she treat me.
I Hate her ...
May be there is a saying call : "You Ai You Hen"
I may nw look like that ba !
I will end here
~ Erik ~ 4.00pm
3:43 PM
Friday, June 8, 2007
09/06/07
Hahax ...
Shit man ...
Today wake up late then can't accompany my friend who doing flag day at jurong.
Then in the after our aliance gather ...
We stomp the house again :)
We gamble not with $$$ with punishment
This tym is even betta phyiscal attack
We hook them ...
Arh .. It was painful ..
After we have our dinner at 768
His little brother is damn cute and noisy
08/06/07 Hahax is so much fun ...
In the morning wake I bath n prepare n go 2 my bestie house :)
Then we eat n buy dye
Then go cut hair
Then it damn style :)
Hahax ..
After tat we play game n enjoy ourself ...
1 thing i hav 2 said ...
My bestie father is a real cook
He cookin skill is the best
After our dinner we gamble
I hate gambling
But not wif $$$
So we play token n punishment
We hook n draw ppl
Lucky my besti n i hav not kenna :)
Our master piece
The monkey Wif cock face = Fuck face ..lol ....
The mermaid wif breast n cock ... OMG .. disgusting man !!! Someone help !!!
This is my bestie n aliance, we play game, gamble tgt ... Sleep together ... As for me ....
I have think through ..
To let it go ...
So we are stil frenz no matter what .....
Heard tat rest your ass liao
I am too impluse yesterdae, Hope u understand ...
Gd luck 2 my friend for 2 moro flag dae :)
~ Jun ~
11:39 PM
Thursday, June 7, 2007
07/06/07
I'm back to that happy Junda :)
I have finally wake up of my beautiful Dreams ...
No Dream will sleep forever ..
It been a nightmare
I Hate her in my Life
A:though there is sweet memory between mi and her
But as if she will care
people ask Why so stupid
Find a girl like that
Break = Break
Why try so hard
ANSWER: I just LUVRE HER :PAMELA
What what past is past
Alot of friend ask me to stop going for her
It not worth it
Ya ... My friend is correct ...
I JUST HATE HER : PAMELA
I one my Frenz said this :
we need to open alot of doors in order to find the right door for us =]
I cant promise u i can be here to listen to ur cry but remember when ur world crumbles u have
a friend
You can't give up the whole forest for a tree
I have gain enlightenment ...
Forget her ...
She not worth of being a friend ...
not worth ...
Just simply HATE HER ...
Don't ever talk about her ...
she Sux...
I'm a fucking idiot ...
So stupid ...
Why am i like that ...
IT WAS A MISTAKE THAT I FALLEN FOR HER
SHE IS JUST ANOTHER FIRT
I HATE FIRT
UNFAITHFUL
SUCKER
I'm such a FOOL
I hate myself too ...
I just wanna 2 give a big whack ...
My life sux ..
Nothing is important ...
Some thing tell mi ...
$$$ = Important
The World Work with it :)
I'M BEING TOO NICE ALL THE TIME
IT TIME FOR ME TO MAKE A CHANGE :)
Make a 180 degree change,
Not one will know mi.
NO MORE MR.NICE GUY ANYMORE
Sorry for all the people who support mi
Being too nice may be a weakness
So I will need to make myself stronger
Pamela: Ask mi 2 stay Strong
I'm staying strong as someone, Even people will not know mi...
Nothing is best except my brother ..
To all my brother : Girl is just a burden ...
NO MORE Luvre in my life ...
10:01 PM
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
06/06/07
When can we be like last time
My Luvre 2 her will never fade ..
I will keep waiting until the end of the world i will still wait
If you have nothing for me i reali do not know what to do
How i wish i can end my life here..
I going 2 work in the pub as a zombie ...
NO life, NO nothing, this is the best le ...
2moro is the last paper le ..
Gd luck wor ..
Sleep earlier ...
I noe ue hav alot of party ..
But slp earlier ..
Tat guy ...
He nid your care more ...
Both lung going down ...
Find him ...
And I guess i will watch ue from behind that is enough for mi
Ya ... New guy ...
Fate er ...
Play game together ...
Bang on each other ...
Fated 2 be together ...
Your luck is getting better and better ...
Wish You Best ...
I will Leave sliently ....
When ue read tt i wouldn't be around le ...
My Last piece of luvre 2 U
All the family : Tigger, Piglet, Donkey and Pooh
I will alway Luvre U
My onli 1 n for all : Pamela
4:23 PM
Sunday, June 3, 2007
On 30/05/07
Prepartion to make after meeting her :)
I Gif my heart 2 her . . .
I Fold all nite ...
520 heart
520 = I Luvre Her
But i make it in tym :)
On 31/05/07
Juz before my birthdae
I celebrate wif my luvre 1 . . .
I pass her my heart . . .
She was gald for a moment . .
The 1st person to celebrate wif mi . . .
On 01/06/07
My Birthday ...
I have a very wonderful birthday many celebrate wif mi..
I watch two show on that day:
Sherk 3
Pirate Of the Caribbean (In The World End)
I was very Happie on tat dae ...
On 02/06/07
I when seeing my Ex-School mate cum Gd family cum gd frenz :)
I intend 2 gif a surprize but I was depress by what she said . . .